January 2011
1 post
November 2010
4 posts
We Got Rid Of Apothecary For This?!
i woke from the most weirdest fucking dream ive ever had to a throbbing ear drum which i thought was part of the dream, but no it was bloody real as fuck… i couldnt make the slightest of movement without hurting the fuck out of my ear…
i do not appriciate ear pain at 4.30 in the morning! and so dear mummy gave me pain killers and put a hot water bottle on my ear whilst she looked for...
I Sing This Song At Funerals
I’ve learnt that I have made the most horrid mistakes in my life just most recently…
I Let myself be engaged to a boy, an insecure mess… that still wont let me go… he gets his sister to ask me things that I know are for his own torture… as much of an ass that he is… if he just opens up he will find that girl thats been waiting for him… That will NEVER be...
August 2010
1 post
Rant 1
So you think that you had told me? Wrong!
So you think that you would have remembered me? Well that for one thing we both know you all do.
So you think that i dont recognise who is real and who is not? Oh jee I fucking wonder?
How many times did I tell you in the past that you would just forget and all you’d say is no we wont forget you, you’re too great to forget, just to keep me...
February 2010
1 post
Asylum rats
okay so my little ratties had not been spoiled in a while since christmas… and the other 5 little ones have gone and 5 have stayed… so we now have 5 boys, and 6 girls… i know it seems alot, but it really isnt… i myself have 6 rats of my own… well maybe 7 if Autumn Plague wants me to keep her which is looking positive… but back to the 6 of my own… i have 3...
October 2009
7 posts
A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea....
“If we don’t manage this issue very carefully … it will do a lot of...
“When you make a mistake, don’t look back at it long. Take the reason of...
“… men seldom risk their lives where an escape is without hope of...
September 2009
12 posts
In which Men and Tea compensate
I just came to realise.. i am nothing but used. after 4 days, used. and then after that session all i hear about is the person who has caused both him and us trouble, 4 minutes after our little session, god i feel worthless and used, but deep down i still love him and i know he loves me.
he just doesnt know what ruins a moment. then he wonders whats wrong with me. oh if only he knew.
why must...